New album begins
I’ve already mentioned how nervous I was to return home after tour. Well…part of that is due to the fact that I am going home for the sole purpose of writing a new album. Ahhh!!! Talk about intimidating! I am so scared! Last time I created an album, I wasn’t even trying to write an album; I was just making songs for “kicks” and no one really knew or cared. But now…now I have fans all around the world, some of whom have been positively impacted by my music, and I want to continue creating new, uplifting, inspiring music for them. I want to keep touring, to keep making videos, to keep doing what I love. But all of that hinges on: DUN DUN DUUUUUN… my next album.
So I keep telling myself, ‘It’s no big deal; just do it like you’ve always done; you can do it.’ But sometimes a little fear creeps in, and then I start worrying: ‘What if it’s not as good as my first album? Will my fans like it? And even more importantly, will I be happy with it?’ When I have these thoughts though, I have to remind myself that God is in control and that HE WANTS me to succeed just as much as I do. He helped inspire me to write my first album and He put miracles in place that made all of that possible. And I believe that He will continue to help me and inspire me. Not only have I felt His guiding influence, I have been so blessed to have the help of angels on Earth (my family, my friends, and my fans all over the world), who have given me amazing support and who have made it possible for me to pursue my dreams and make them a reality. We all have unique talents, a purpose, and work to do. I don’t think my work is done yet…so hitherto and therefore, stay tuned! God will help me write the songs I need to sing.